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((Ya... I mean I listen to EVERYTHING but prince lmao))

I followed after her."What you already quite drinking?"I asked her as I got a other beer.

(( me too. and i don't even have it by prince! i think that his version sucks! i have it by glee XD ))


"No, I'm thirsty. Maybe I should get back. Will must be worried," I said.

((Oh that is even better.... Lol have you heard of a band called blood on the dance floor?))

"Well okay you do that,if you wanna ever have any fun just call me."I said to her as I drank my beer.

(( yeah. ))


"Quit that. I know you don't like him, but stop it," I said. I looked at the ground.

((I like there lyrics))

"Stop what?"I asked her as I looked at her."Nell why did you even come out with me? You knew I would try to get you back."I said to her.

"Don't get mad.... I just have to tell someone," I said and bit my lip. I looked away.

"What is it?"I asked her as I calmed myself down.

"I slept with him. Last night. While i was drunk. His body was able to burn off the liquor so he wasn't. But i was drunk off my ass and i slept with him. I'm scared I made a mistake. I'm not ready and my first was while I was drunk," I whispered, but just loud enough for him to hear.

"Oh."I said as I kept looking at her."Well I am sorry about that,how did you want your first time to be like?"I asked her.

"I don't know. Well, sober would be the first thing on my list. I do love him, but why would he sleep with me while i was drunk? He knew that we were supposed to take it slow and we had sex while i was drunk," I sighed. I pressed my face into my hands.

I rubbed her back."Maybe the only thing he ever wanted was sex."I said to her softly."And Nell did you ever say no or something along the lines like that?" I asked her.

"I don't remember. I was too drunk. I would've said anything. I do really stupid things when I'm drunk." I whispered and hugged him, my arms around his neck.

I wrapped my arms around her waist as I hugged her."I am sorry Nell."I said to her I felt bad because she was so tore up about it.

"I feel like even more of a whore now," I sighed.

I pulled back and looked at her."And why is that?"I asked her.

"Because I was drunk and I wasn't even married to him," I said and blushed. I felt even more innocent than i was always accused of being.

I smiled at her a bit."Honey there are millions of teens having sex every day."I said to her."And do you wanna marry him?"I asked her.

"I don't know. But I would rather be married to the person I do it with," I sighed. I knew i sounded just plain stupid now.

I nodded."Ya that makes since."I said to her."And I dont think your stupid or anything."I said as I smiled at her.

"I feel like it. I guess because my cousin's parents weren't married when they had her that I want to be married. I don't know. I guess it makes me feel like less of a whore," I sighed.

"Well I dont think you are a whore if you love the person you do it with then that is a good thing. Now I think a whore is someone who sleeps around with every guy."I said to her.

"Like you used to do?" I asked.

I smirked."Oh ya since I slept around with so many guys."I joked as I started to laugh a bit.

"Th-thats not what i meant!" I blushed and looked at the ground, making my red hair cover my face.

I smirked as I brushed back her hair."I know but I am still a virgin I never had sex before."I said to her.