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I felt her smile which made me smile and I kissed her more deeply. Pulling her closer to me as I ran my hands down her back.

I pulled away slowly.
"Wait for me. Wait until i come back. Then I'll sleep with you," I smiled.

"I dont wanna sleep with you I just want you and all of you."I said to her as I held her close to me.

"You will. I promise," I smiled and pressed my cheek to his chest.

I smiled as I kissed her head as I held her close not wanting her to go.

"I have to leave but i don't want to," i whispered, tears leaking down my face again.

"I dont want you to leave either."I said to her softly.

"But you'll wait for me, right?" I asked.

"Yes I will."I said to her as I held her close to me.

"Good. I'll wait for you too," i smiled.

"But what about Will?"I asked her.

I bit my lip and shook my head.
"I love him - i still do. But.... i don't know. I know if i come back, i would've fallen in love with him and he would be with someone else," I sighed and shrugged.

I nodded."So I am sorta like the second choice?"I asked her as I took a step away from her.

"What? No! No. I was with you first, wasn't I? Stop. You know nothing that comes out of my mouth comes out right! Okay, jeez. You're not the second choice. I was just saying why I wasn't waiting for Will. You're my first choice and you always will be," I said, not sure that came out right either.

"Ya like I was back when you were in the hospital and before that... You always wanted Will."I said to her as I stopped and looked at her.

"Drake, stop. Stop this. I love you, okay? Yeah, i love him a bit but i love you more. Please stop bringing it up," I said.

I nodded."Ya sorry,I love you."I said as I pulled her into a hug.

I pressed my face into his chest, hugging him back.

"Maybe I can go and visit you."I said to her as I held her close.

"Yeah! That would be great!" I smiled.

I smiled at her as I kissed her again softly and pulled back.

I kissed him back.

I smiled in the kiss as I pulled her close to me.

I kissed him harder.

I kissed her more deeply and more passionately.