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I shrugged." Okay I really don't care,so you can I have Will. Bye Nell." I said turning around away from them and walked away.

I didn't bother to stop him, i just watched him go. I just had to say it. It begged to be said.
"Well, that went well," I said and looked at the pavement.

Nell im sorry for not stopping you the othe rnight"

"Its fine. I would've turned into a whore anyway," I said scathingly.

I loved her but I hated how she treated me. I mean she acts like she loves me but she really loves Will.

"your not a whore" i frown

"Were you not present when this went on? After i slept with you i did the same to Drake. Then i left. I was planning on going back. But the only reason was because i know I can't run from my problems. I'm so stupid. Jesus. What i don't get is why you're still here. Why didn't you just leave like Drake did?" I asked and crossed my arms.

"you had sex with drake?" my brow furrowed "I ddint leave bacause i love you"

"I told you i was a whore, didn't I? Yes, I had sex with Drake. And don't love me... It never did anyone any good," I sighed.

Nell i do love you and i cant change that"

"I'm not worth it. You're acting as if what just went on never happened," I said and pressed my lips together.

well honestly i am wisshing it didnt. I just want to be with you Nell"

"Stop running away from your problems! It doesn't solve anything! Thats exacting what you're doing!" I said. I looked away, feeling like shit. My life was turning to hell around me and it was all my fault. Tears slowly leaked down my face.

I frown "No Nell its what YOUR doing. Your going to Ireland to run away from Issues here"

"I'm trying to stop them! Maybe if i leave, things will be okay again. Thats my only reasoning to leaving. Plus, moving is part of my problems." I said and turned away.

"going to ireland isnt going to fix anythingNell."

"Drake will forget about me and so will you. You'll both have better lives without me. Both of your problems and fights started because of me," I said.

im not goign to forget you Nell. Your stupid if you think I will." I frown

"I am stupid," I said and shrugged. I wiped at my face angrily.

no your not" i say and walk to her

"Okay, and we're back to the almost-fight," I sighed.

"were not ighting nell"

"Oh really? So you nearly beating Drake up was friendly conversation?" I asked.

im talkign about you and i"

"I know. I was just proving to you how stupid i am," I said softly.