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what about?" i ask

"My mom," I sighed.

oh.. youv enever told me much about her"

"I don't know much about her. I was five when she died. I remember the crash, then black. I wake up as soon as my father yells 'take me instead!' then my mother is on the ground next to me. I know she's dead. That was the first 'song' I sang. I don't really understand what happened. My dad tried to take care of me for about 3 months then he realized he couldn't take care of me because I looked so much like my mom. He dumped me at my uncle's. I loved my aunt, then she got cancer and died." I said softly, looking at the ground.

i get up and sit next to her "Hey im so sorry' i take her hand and squeeze it softly

"Its okay. Its the past," I said softly.

i nod and hug her

I hugged him back until i heard Ahana start to cry.

I look u "heyheyhey whats wrong?"

"I'm sorry 'bout your mommy," Ahana said and crawled off the bed to hug me around the neck. Tears leaked down my face. I shouldn't have been mad at her. It was our father that was the problem.

i saw vi crying and i wipe the tears away

I caught his wrist, looking at the floor.

whats wrong.."

I shook my head and took Ahana's arms off me. I stood up and left.

Ahana's hungry, I said instead of telling him.

My mother. I think I figured out what happened. I thought, replaying the night over and over in my head.

i was silent not knowing what to say

If i'm living on her time, that means that i die when she was meant to die. This is why I'm upset.

when was she ment to die

no when is she ment to die?