the beginning of their end

Bonnie:
"I'd like to remain a mystery. And how do you know I don't?" I asked and smiled.

Cause u told me everything in a sarcastic way ur never serious when u say something the no touch me thing

Bonnie:
"Most likely, I feel the same way you do," I muttered.

I smiled at her" I know that I care about u and u hide ur feelings from me"

Bonnie:
"I try to hide them from myself. It's the only way to protect myself," I said softly.

Exactly. U made a shell of ur own douts. U have to let me crack it. Its the only way to really feel happy again if u don't keep ur heart open."

Bonnie:
"I did. And people kept breaking it," I said softly.

i promise u i wont. but how can i show u that i mean i if theirs chance ur going to cut me for trying?"

Bonnie:
"I'm not going to hurt you," I said and shrugged.

okay then. its just means i can be more drastic" i said grinin at her
((why does it seem like this keeps happenin in particular manner))

Bonnie:
I caught myself and pulled my hand out of his, stepping away.
"How about you don't touch me," I said and crossed my arms. I glared up at him, hating how he got to me.
(( je ne sais pas (I don't know). ))

I simply smiled at her. She could deny it all she wants but I got to her for a moment their. I still have a chance. "How bout u let up? So here the question do u want to stay with lucy and if so do u want me to sleep with u or her?"

Bonnie:
"She may be a whore, but I'm not. I refuse to have sex until I'm married. I... don't care... if you sleep with her," I muttered and ran a hand through my hair. "Look, let's just get this done and let's see from there. Stop trying to complicate this."

i never said anything about sex i just said to sleep in ur room with u and i dont mean shes not a whore and im not trying to complicate things just tell me if u want me to not sleep with her. ill listen but i cant listen if u dont say anything

Bonnie:
I felt like he was setting me up, but I took the bait. I really didn't want him to sleep with her because I would hear them having sex and that would piss me off. I needed to do something.
"I don't want you to sleep with her. Would you rather I act like her?" I asked.

No. I don't want u to be wanting me all the time. Id just like u to talk and slowly express ur wants and needs to me. Id just like u to be nice and admit a few things when ur ready" I said softly

Bonnie:
"You said so far she was winning. Is that what I have to do to get you? Because if that's what I have to do, I don't want to be with you," I said and looked up at him.

She was winning cause she smiled at me and offered us a place to sleep. But I kissed u and u didn't slap me. Honestly ur in front now. If not then ur dead even" I said grinning winking at her

Bonnie:
"I didn't slap you because I was shocked," I said. And I liked it, but I wasn't going to admit that out loud. "You mean if I smiled at you and offered you my bed to sleep, I'd be ahead of her?"

Now u would be actually since im still counting the kiss. i said softly smiling

Bonnie:
I blushed and looked away.
"You shouldn't have kissed me," I said softly.

Can't change the past. Sides I wanted to. So yeah just say it and u will be in the lead" I said softly

Bonnie:
"Say what?" I asked, not understanding.

That u want me to sleep in ur bed with u instead of lucy. Just so I know ur serious"

Bonnie:
"I don't want you to sleep with Lucy," I answered truthfully, looking down.