the beginning of their end

Bonnie:
"If you keep pushing him away, you'll lose him. And we both know you don't want that," Jared said to me.
"I... I don't want to lose him. I just don't know how to be with him. It's honestly me. I'm just... I can't get hurt again," I whispered.

i was sharpening my weapons mainly my assassins blades and my other knifes making sure they were sharp enough to cut hair

Bonnie:
"Then try. Go and try," he said and indicated outside. I sighed and went outside to J.

I kept sharpening my tools and I looked at her giving her a glance before sharpening again figuring she will tell me if she needs or wants something

Bonnie:
I grabbed his wrist to stop him.
"I'm sorry. I don't know how to be with anyone. I've been hurt a lot and I don't want to get hurt by you. I try to be cautious, but I seem to be pushing you away. I don't want to lose you because I was too stupid. I should be hanging on instead of letting go," I said softly and brought my lips to his.

I was a little surprised at what she said and did but it only happened for a second before I kissed her back softly and lovingly wanting to let her know that I wont leave her and I care to much about her to let her get hurt

Bonnie:
I smiled and pulled away, looking at him.

I will never leave u I will never want to hurt you and I never want to leave you. But U have to trust me

Bonnie:
I bit the inside of my cheek and looked away. That was easier said than done, but I would have to try.
"Okay..." I said softly.

You just have to trust me I really do care about you" I said holding her hand gently

Bonnie:
I nodded a bit and kissed him again.

I smiled kissing her back softly

Bonnie:
"I'll try," I whispered against his lips.

I....I think I do.....love up" I whispered back softly kissing her deeplt

Bonnie:
I kissed him back, too lost in his kiss to try to make sense of his words.

I didn't care if she heard me or not I was just kissing her right now their was just us as I pulled her close to me

Bonnie:
I pulled away and smiled up at him.

I smiled back at her. "you are a very good kisser"

Bonnie:
I blushed and kissed his cheek.
"You too," I said softly.

I think I could get used to this. I said smiling

Bonnie:
I licked my lips lightly and bit my lip.
"Guys, its time to go," Jared said and tried to hide his smile.

I simply smiled as I nodded and got up outright on my climbers and lead three way

Bonnie:
Jared nudged me and winked at me. I rolled my eyes and smiled.
Good? He mouthed.
Very, I responded. We walked behind him and Jared pulled the hood over my head.

I smile put in my hood on the way to the tall tower

Bonnie:
"Look, if one of us gets captured, we cannot go after each other. It's too dangerous," I said to them.
"If you get taken, I'm coming after you. You better know that," Jared growled.