the beginning of their end

Maybe not but its still something right?

Bonnie:
I looked up at him then shrugged.
"I guess..." I sighed. "I'm going to hate being Queen, aren't I?"

No your just going top hate being hurt like this

Bonnie:
"Hopefully i won't get hurt like this again," I muttered.

Same here

Bonnie:
I sat up and got off the bed, planning to go outside.

we weren't in bed you were cooking remember?))

(( whatever XD ))


Bonnie:
I put what was in my hands down and walked out.

i turned of the stove and i told a cook to finish up here as i followed her outside wondering if she wanted to be aloine or alone with me

Bonnie:
I sat in the garden and sighed, looking around.

So what do you want top do today love?"

Bonnie:
"I want to leave and never return," I muttered.

I heard what she said and I was hoping I was right in saying it. "if you want to I won't stop you. It just means I'll be single and I'll look for a different queen. Their has to be plenty of eligible women wanting to take your place"

Bonnie:
I didn't look at him, suddenly feeling sick. I wanted to throw up, but I didn't think I actually could. I forced myself to stop, to not show how his statement hurt me. If he could easily replace me, did he even really love me?
"I am not some pet, J, that can be kept in a cage and trained. Nor am I a veal, caged up and waiting for slaughter. By saying that you won't stop me from leaving, letting me go... it seems like it's too good to be true. But then you say that you'll stay and find another wife. You're cruel and heartless, you know? Watching you marry someone else is a worse punishment than being caged up in this place forever. You say you'll find someone else to be queen, so I wonder if you even love me at all. I do not wish to leave for lack of love, I wish to leave because I'm not some pet," I said softly. I didn't raise my voice as I wanted to, I just stayed calm. Yelling would get us nowhere.

I didn't mean it Bonnie. Its just hard to read you. Honest to good it seemed only when I pushed away that you actually said you lived me. It when I talked to you after I made my leap of faith that you smiled atty me when I asked you to may Me. Bonnie I love you never think otherwise. Cause nobody could replace you. I'm just trying to make you smile and be happy but its so hard weather to push you away so you would want me our for me to live you anger try to get closer to me that you wouldn'twant to be with me or be bord with me.believe me love I would never let you go.your worth more to me then a anything. And your not a pretty in this place your going to bee the queen you give orders you don't take them" I said softly j instantly regretting I said that

Bonnie:
"I'm naturally hostile, J. I... I do love you. I just can't stand to be ignored by you. I don't want to treat you badly, but I don't know how to go about treating you otherwise. I'm horrible with this. And I realized that if i didn't start being better, you were going to find someone else. And now I'm getting restless because I can't do anything but sit still and look pretty because I have no power, that's all you. I'm useless. I want to be useful but that won't happen if I'm the queen. But if I must, I will be. Because the thought of any other woman next to you sickens me," I said and looked up at him.

I went over and say next to her "Bonnie I love you. no other women has been through what we have I connected with you in a way I could never do with any other woman. I love your spirit and how you never give up. I lover you Bonnie. You and me are going to be the best king a and queen ever.you might think you have no power but you have more then you know. I can't do everything Bonnie I need you.honestly no other woman could make me smile like you do" I said softly holding her hand kissing her cheek

Bonnie:
"I love you too, for everything you are. But if you think I'm going to turn into a domestic housewife, that's not going to happen. It's just not in me," I sighed.

I smiled and gave a small laugh "I don't expect you to love"I said kissing her cheek

Bonnie:
I lay my cheek on his shoulder and let go of his hand to wrap my arms around him.
"I'm so sorry for how I am. You don't deserve it. It's as I said before. You deserve much more than my love," I said softly into his neck.

your the only love i want. your everything i want and need in a woman. i love you bonnie. you might be different, you might be more hostile then other women but that just means your more then any women could ever be"

Bonnie:
I smiled and kissed him softly.

i smiled kissing her back just as softly glad i could make her feel better

Bonnie:
I pulled away and smiled at him.
"Never doubt that I love you," i said softly.

Same to you love"