Exactly what the title says, no i'm not looking for sympathy I just need a place to put my collected thoughts when i'm in the mood (No one reads this section anyway). Well, about a few months ago, 2 to 3 I think, I began remembering a bunch of things from my past that nearly tipped me over the edge for a third time. Without those memories, I was a screw up anyway, these things have kept me awake with recurring nightmares as I haven't been able to slip into a state of over tiredness after using the computer due to my low sleep requirement. I was surprised when I accidentally had my scalpel stab directly into my hand and I didn't feel a thing. The only way I knew it was there was because I was cutting something. I had very littler physical feeling in my body already and now it looks like i'm completely numb, which isn't good as I kinda miss being able to feel some things... *sigh* well, there's my thoughts, who knows if i'll even post in this thread again *shrugs* Sorry if it doesn't make sense I suck at these thoughts posts...
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