I close my eyes and it is like I am falling. Down I go, a never ending abyss of darkness. Your sorrow filled face is my executioner. You torture me, reminding me of what we had, what I did wrong. That one mistake ruined my life, and you know it. I toss and turn, sweating and crying. I can't leave this sweet nightmare as your voice calls out to me.
I stand there, in that old RV I slept in. I hold your light blue IPod in my hand. the rubber on your headphones is cool to the touch. the color matches and it stands out to my eyes. 3DG plays on my Radio and the song is skipping, but i don't pay attention. finally, i hear it. the deep rumbling that makes my heart sing. the sound is deep and rugged, but it sounds so familiar to me that it is like a chorus of angels to my ears.
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