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I smiled a bit and started singing, lightly touching his arm or pulling him along when the scene required it. I paid no attention to how he looked at me.

I just snapped out of it going along with her. I was just acting....

"That was good. We're going to have to work on this note, though. For the end? Yeah, just a bit until you really get it down...." i said absently, trying not to look at him as I looked over the music.

I nodded as I smiled a bit."Ya and maybe the kissing. Because I feel like I am kissing a wall."I said to her truthfully.

"Uhhhh.... sorry...." i said quietly.

I cupped her face in my hands as I kissed her... I said we needed to practice.

Fear and anger pulsed through my veins as he kissed me. I wouldn't let him use me like he did with Ashlyn and Cassi. I couldn't. So I didn't kiss him back, I just stood there. Motionless.

I pulled back and frowned a bit..."What is it?" I asked her softly.

"This is strictly professional. Don't try to hit on me," I said softly.

I nodded."Okay I am sorry."I said as I just looked down at the script.

I looked around at the other actors and one looked.... dark. Just, dark. Like an aura. A scream built in my throat and I clenched my jaw too late. The shriek tore my throat and I fell to my knees, holding my head as if my scream were going to tear it apart. It might as well have.

I saw what was happening to her. I quickly got her out of there as we walked outside."It was one of the actors?" I asked her as I frowned a bit as I slowly rubbed her back to calm her.

I nodded mutely..
"He's gonna fall off the stage and hit his head. Dont warn him or he'll have to live on someone elses time," I panted, clutching at my sore throat.

I frowned as I just looked at her."Okay we will just stay here till it's over.."I said to her as I looked away from her. She looked like she needed a hug but I didn't want to freak her out.

I could tell when it happened but i kept my jaw clenched so i wouldnt "sing" again. Despair settled over me as I realized this was how I was going to spend the rest of my life. I pressed my face into my hands and cried.

I bit my lip as I saw her start to cry,I put my arm around her."Hey Nell everything will be fine."I said to her.

I didn't bother to tell him to leave me alone. I didn't say anything, I just shook my head.

I just kept my arm around her as I slowly rubbed her back to make her feel better... I didn't know what to say so I just sat there with her.

I stopped crying after a while and looked at him, my face clearly indicating to get his arm off me.

I put my arm off of her as I sat up."Wanna go back or wanna go get something to drink?" I asked her.

"Get something to drink - as long as you don't hit on me," i said.

"I promise I will be the perfect gentleman."I said to her with a small smile.

"Okay," I said and nodded a bit. I went back inside, walked past the scared people around the dead body, and into the changing rooms. I got dressed in what i was wearing before and walked back out.

I already was dressed."So which bar you wanna go to?" I asked her as we quickly walked away from the dead guy.

"If they're already dead and their soul was picked up by a Reaper, I can't scream." I said to him quietly, my hands in my pockets. My red hair was still in neat ringlets.