All Hope Is Gone (open)

Ellie:
"You make no sense. You want me to remember but you cant. Nor can you love me if you do not remember me. So you must be lying," I said and looked at him.

i sigh "i remember bits and pieces of what happened before he erased my memory. a few weeks ago i found you and a fe wother supernaturals in a nearby park. you let me use your house as a safehouse. i didnt know you but you remembered me. you started trying to help me remember but it didnt work very well. what did come back though is that i remembered i loved, and still do love you"

Ellie:
I shook my head.
"I can't remember," I sighed.

i know how you feel" i sigh

Ellie:
"I'm sorry," i sighed.

its ok..." i say

Ellie:
I hugged him around the neck and kissed his cheek.
"I'll pretend if it will make you feel better," I said.

no it wont make me feel better"

Ellie:
I nodded and let go, looking up at him.

just please dont fake anything.."

Ellie:
"Why not?" I asked, looking at him with wide, innocent green eyes.

it wont help." i sigh

Ellie:
I nodded, still looking at him.

but thanks for the offer i guess" i laugh a bit but sighh

Ellie:
"I thought it would help you feel better. You looked sad," I whispered.

i am. but faking it wont help"

Ellie:
"Why are you sad? Why won't it help?" i asked, looking at him solemnly.

i shrug a bit

Ellie:
"Your no help! You won't tell me anything! Why did I freak out when I saw the ring? What is so bloody important that I remember? You don't, so what does it matter!" I said, starting to get angry.

the ring used to be yours i think. you explained once but im not sure. you gave it to me saying you didnt want to see it."

Ellie:
"I can see why. I remember having nightmares.... I know why i never wanted to see it," I whispered.

i wont let you see it ok? i know it doesnt help you at all"

Ellie:
"I just - i don't understand. Why would I tie horrible memories to that? I think i loved you at some point so it doesn't make sense as to why I would be frightened when I see it," I whispered.

what did she say about it to begin with? i dont remember)

(( that it reminded her of the days she was tortured, about Will saying that he'd marry her and he didn't remember her. basically, everything bad that happened to her. ))


Ellie:
I watched him silently.