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(( you start back up ))

ugh k)
i lay next to Nell breathing a little hard, i kiss her neck gently

I was breathing a little hard as well, which didn't help the dizziness from being drunk.

enjoy yourself?"

"ugh, still dizzy," i groaned and covered my face.

sorry babe"

"Why did I drink," i groaned and pressed my face into his chest.

you wanted to" i rub her back softly

"I know," i sighed and closed my eyes. I fell asleep.

i go to sleep after an hour

I woke up and rubbed my eyes. I had a major hangover. My first question was why I was naked. The next one was, who was in the bed next to me. Will. Oh. Jeez. Okay, my last question: why were we naked in a bed? We had agreed to take it slow.
"Will?" i whispered.


(( oh, jeez, my parents found that one of my "inspirational people" on fb is Charles Manson. Plus, they found out I am bi. Guess which one they're more worried about? ))

hm?" i ask sleepily

Bi)

(( funny, I would think Charles Manson, but no. My parents are weird. They care that I'm bi, not that I want to slaughter people like livestock. ))


"I know this sounds... pretty stupid.... but why are we in the same bed?" I asked.

um....we had sex last night"

hm my rents would be the opposite, but im not bi so i dont have to worry abotut hat)

(( lucky you ))


"Oh, great." I sighed and pressed my face into my hands.

problem?)

i look at her

(( not with you. I'm just pissed. ))


I didn't say anything.

im sorry)

"Nell? you ok"

(( I had to change the "interested in: men and woman" because they thought I was being bi for show. they think that everything on my page - about me is a lie. some teenagers think that their parents don't understand them? mine don't. not at all. ))


"Yeah, I'm fine. I just can't believe that I lost it while I was drunk," I said to myself.

i frown "i didnt know that wa sur first truthfully
im sorry, wish i could help)

(( it's okay. i already feel like shit for not being able to get into A&M so this just helps it. but I'm strong - I'll be fine eventually. I'll be fine ))


"Yeah, don't like to broadcast it. I know I act like a whore most of the time," I whispered.

no you dont" i frowna nd take her hand

hey im sorry listen if you want to talk im here, not a therapist or anything just to let out some steam)

(( thanks. but your straight so you can only help with a 3rd of my problems. but thanks *hugs you* ))


"Yeah, I did. I was just as bad as Drake was," I whispered and leaned back on him.

*hugs back* im sure i can help with all of your issues not 3 parts, nearly all my friends are bi or gay)

"I dont think you were Nell" i frown