All Hope Is Gone (open)

Ellie:
"Stop, just stop," i whispered, close to tears. I didn't care anymore that he had snapped at me before, I just wanted him to be happy now. He was nicer when he was happy.

"im sorry." i say softly and close my eyes. "im not in the best of spirits right now... go have some fun, im just going to go drink." i pull away

Ellie:
"You know what? Fine. I try to be nice to you and you push me away. But when i'm mean to you, your nice to me. Go get drunk. See if i care!" I snapped. I remembered, vaguely, that i had said something similar to him before but I ignored the thought. I walked away.

wow, moody much? XD)

I frowned "i wasnt trying to push you away." i say sadly. "Im trying to help YOU have fun. your completly misunderstood" i sigh, knowing i fucked up yet again.

Ellie:
"I can't have fun, Will. I have about a 3rd of my memories back," i whispered and continued walking.

and im trying to find out ways to win a war. the most fun i have is when im asleep" i sigh and follow her. "im sorry if you thought i was pushing you away ok? but when you get your memories back, your not going to be all nice and Huggy whenever im pissed off, or anyone else for that matter..." i sigh, knowing dante was right about that, she didnt hate me, she just acted like it

Ellie:
"Then why do you want me to remember?" I asked softly, looking down.

because, id rather have the real feelings instead the ones that will go away. Like what you did 2 minutes ago, hugged me and were worried as hell, you wouldnt do that. so it doesnt help."

Ellie:
"The problem is that... your ignorant. I remember most of it, Will. And i remember feeling like I do now... pissed off, worried... but i only showed you the pissed off part. So, truthfully, if you think that this is all bullshit, then you never really knew me. Because this is how i felt on the inside," i shrugged and continued walking.

i can read minds, not emotions. and in cas eyou forget, im kind of blind to emotions as well" i sigh

Ellie:
"Trust me, i know," i rolled my eyes.

thanks." i say frowning.

Ellie:
I laughed and kissed his cheek.
"You really are blind," I laughed and walked over to Callum.

At that, her walking to Callum, not kissing me on the cheek, I walked away

Ellie:
I ran into Ren instead.
"Hey. Wanna dance?" Ren asked me. Might as well.

I found my way back to the bar and ordered a drink but Taylor took it before i took a sip. "Damn it, will this keep happening?"

"Yes, get away fromt he bar and go hang out with someone"

Ellie:
Dancing with Ren felt odd, to say the least. Even though his movements felt natural, it didn't feel quite like it did with Will. I bit the inside of my cheek, waiting for it to be over.


Callum:
"She's got a point. You call me a drunk when i hardly drink anymore. But look at you. Get up and talk to someone," I said, walking up behind Taylor.

both of you have drank more than i have." i grumble. "one drink wont kill me"

Taylor
i roll my eyes and dump it over his head

Callum:
"Quit being a depressed asshole and go talk to her. Drinking gets you nowhere," i snapped and pulled Taylor back in case Will tried to fight with her.

I growl in annoyance, burning the drink off of me. "Dont do that." i say standing up. I grab a bottle of water and walk off

Ellie:
I saw out of the corner of my eye what happened.
"One second," I said to Ren and ran after Will. "Hey! Will! Are you okay?"

"YEs, im fine. more annoyed then anything" i say drinking the water. "Aparently im not allowed to drink today" i shrug and look at her "you ok?"

Ellie:
"Actually, i remember that you only drink when your mad. And, no, not really," I shuddered but I laughed it off and shrugged.

i just wanted a drink" i shrug and laugh. "why arnt you ok?"

Ellie:
"I was dancing with Ren. And he's a man-whore. You can imagine how the dance went," I wrinkled my nose and stuck my tongue out in distaste.