All Hope Is Gone (open)

Ellie:
"I've been hostile. No one has given a damn about me since i left heaven. My life went to shit, so i cannot be anything but hostile.... So, there really is no way for me to back out of this?" I asked.

you could run away. but if you do that more people would die. you and will included"

Ellie:
"But even if i stay and have the kid... everyone i care about will die. What would be the point? Save a bunch of lives that don't deserve it?" I sighed.

All deserve it. you just fail to see past anything but yourself."

Ellie:
"I've seen humanity. I've lived on Earth for centuries. Yes, there are good people. But the bad people will always outweigh them. After a while, you stop giving a shit about what happens to them. Few people deserve to live, but most of them don't. Its fine, live in your delusion that everyone is capable of doing good," I muttered.

"There wouldnt be a heaven if people werent able to do good ellie. throughout your life youve became a narcasisst"

Ellie:
"If i were a narcissist, i would think highly of myself. But i'm just as bad as they are," I said cynically.

self esteem was neve ryour strong point"

Ellie:
"It used to be. I was shy and innocent, not self-deprecating. I don't have self-esteem issues, i just don't give a damn anymore," I sighed.

Is there anything else you want to know?"

Ellie:
"No. Since it seems that you can't help me," I muttered and stood up.

you asked for answers. not help"

Ellie:
"I hate you Angel types and your stupid 'don't ask don't tell' shit," I muttered and opened a gate to Earth. I went through simply because i didn't want to speak to the stupid angel anymore.

i shruged walking back into the gates

Ellie:
I didn't go home, knowing that because i was pissed off, i would say something i would regret.

Will
i walked around the house bordly

Dreyah:
"Hey, Will," I said.

i look over "hey. whats up?"

Dreyah:
"What are you doing?" i asked, ignoring his question.

walking around. why?"

Dreyah:
"No reason. Sorry about Callum saying that to you. He made it sound worse than it really was cause he was pissed at you," I said softly and shrugged. "He still doesn't like you."

ive noticed"

Dreyah:
"She didn't get over you for a long time, Will. It took a long time for her to finally say yes to him being able to court her. She did fall in love with him, but she did mention you quite a lot. But please understand, she lost everything. Her husband, her baby, her sanity. Callum really did make it seem worse than it really was," I said softly.

i nod a bit and sigh "i know, i get it"

Dreyah:
"When you have the kid - if its a girl - name it Maddie. Thats what she wanted to name her baby before she died," I said softly.