All Hope Is Gone (open)

i nod a bit "i will"

Dreyah:
"I'm gonna go get her again. I don't think she wants to come back," I sighed and walked out.

i watch her leave

Dreyah:
After about 2 hours, i got her to come back. She wasn't in a good mood by any stretch of the imagination.

i look over when they walk in ":"hey"

Ellie:
"Go screw yourself," I muttered and went downstairs, pissed off.

what the fuck was that about?" i frowned

Dreyah:
"She just realized that there's no way to keep everyone alive. And she's not too pleased about it. Ellie kinda got pissed along the way of me trying to get her to come back. Sorry," i said softly and went to my room.


Ellie:
I picked up a knife and stabbed it into a dummy, just trying to blow off steam. Why couldn't it be me that died? I was living in my own personal hell every day, why couldn't i die? I'd be happy, finally. With Maddie and Ian and my family who i'm pretty sure hates me.
I ran my fingertips over my stomach then my sadness was replaced with anger. I stabbed it again.

I frown a bit heading downstairs to see Ellie. I watch her for a few moments, tilting my head a bit. "Your technique is off."

Ellie:
"No fucking duh. Unless you want to be the dummy, leave," I snapped and wiped at my face. I knew better though. I set my jaw and continued stabbing the dummy.

"It wouldnt matter if you stabbed me. they arnt demon ,metal. i dont have demon metal in the house, aside from my sword." i say leaning against the wall. "Talk to me. your upset."

Ellie:
"Again, no fucking duh," I said in a fake-happy voice. I eventually stopped stabbing it but i just sat there, leaning over the dummy.

i sit down next to her and look at her. "talk to me." i repeat

Ellie:
"I lost my husband, i lost my baby. Within the same week. Now, i find out that i have to have your kid. And it has to kill you. But not before everyone else dies. I'll be dead by then as well anyway. There's no way for all of us to live. But if i don't have the kid, everyone will die anyway. Nothing i do works. Its a wonder i haven't killed myself yet," I muttered the last sentence, hoping he didn't hear it.

i frown at the last sentance. "doing that wont solve anything Ellie." i frown slightly

Ellie:
"Don't i know it. Nothing works, Will. Nothing will be okay," I said. "And its all my fault."

nothing is your fault." i say looking at her

Ellie:
"It was my idea, remember? You told me you do. For weeks, i asked you to overthrow your father so it would be safer for me to visit you. It must've stuck or something. You can't say you don't remember," I whispered somberly.

when i was a kid, yes. but its not your fault. i remembered wanting to overthrow him even after forgetting everything else"

Ellie:
"I know you, Will. Even though you thought about it, you wouldn't have done it without coaxing. We've both changed. I was a stupid, naive little girl. I never should've said it. If i didn't, you'd be married off to some demon girl and i would still have my family," I said emotionlessly.

i wouldnt have loved some random demon girl"

Ellie:
"You would've learned to. The only reason you fell in love with me was because i was probably the only person that showed you kindness," I muttered.

i love you for you. not what youve done"

Ellie:
"You would've learned to love someone else," i whispered.

no, i wouldnt." i say looking at her intently