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""So instead of trying you gave up and just settled for me."I said as I looked down not meeting her eyes.

"It sounds bad, but yes. I settled for someone who actually loved me," I whispered.

"And how do you feel about me?"I asked as I looked up at her.

"I will not lie," I whispered, looking down. That was all I planned to say.

I sighed as I looked down."Then tell me the truth... I can handle it."I said to her.

"No. I do not like you or anything like it. I see you as a friend. But I didn't want to fall for someone who couldn't love me back - again." I said.

I looked at her."I can love you.... And what about those kisses those were the best I have ever had."I said to her.

"I've seen many movies. I'm a good actress." I said softly.

I felt like my heart was breaking."Well I guess I will just go.."I said standing up and started to walk off. Wow I cant believe she used me... I guess I deserved it.

"I'm sorry. I honestly am," I said, just loud enough for him to hear.

I just walked away I didn't listen to her because I knew she was just acting... I was going to quite the play...

This is why no one dates actor types. You can't tell if they're lying. I sat on the bench, not knowing what to do. I watched him walk away.

I sighed as I looked back at her one last time and saw her looking at me... Why did she even care to even say yes to go out with me.

Maybe I just shouldn't date. If no one could tell when I lied, people would think I was lying all the time then they would deem me untrustworthy. It seriously sucked.

I just kept walking as I forgot about her already as I walked in a bar. I started talking to a really hot girl and started to make out with her.

I started humming The Thespian by Alesana and sighed. I stopped when it depressed me.

I smiled at the girl as I just pushed her away and kept drinking.

I just sang random songs.

I came out the bar really drunk when I saw Nell."Hey Nell."I said as I stumbled over to her.

"You're drunk. Go home." I said to him.

I smiled as I hung my arm around her."Oh come on you can stop acting now."I said as I started to kissed her neck.

I didn't say anything for a while. I just wanted to cry. He thought I was acting.
"Leave me alone, Drake. You're drunk. Go home." i said.

"What you dont wanna act like we are together?"I asked as I started kissing her lips.

I pushed him away.
"Stop it, Drake! I said I was sorry! Leave me alone!" I said and wiped my lips.

I glared at her."Why did you even pretend? That was a really bitchy move."I said to her.