A Personal War (closed)

"I really couldn't do anything about that but I'm sorry anyway"

"It's alright. Neither of us could stop it."

i shrugged "yea..."

I looked up at him, smiling a bit. "What do you think would happen if we were caught?"

i thought for a moment "I would be lashed or shot"

"I'd probably be starved for a few days, forced indoors and doing studies from when I woke up to when I went to bed. And lashed as well- by my father." I looked down. "We have to keep this a secret, I'm not going to lose you."

"i know... not again"

"I wouldn't be able to bear it this time." I closed my eyes and leaned on his chest.

i wrapped my arms around her and held her there

I sniffled a little bit. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be crying like this."

"no it's fine... just get it out of your system"

I sniffed again and looked up at him. "You're still so understanding.."

"honestly back then I didn't understand anything, it just made me feel smart to act like I did" i chuckled and smiled at her

I chuckled and looked at him, smiling a little bit. "Well I didn't know that back then. I was just as clueless as I am now."

i laughed "definately"

I smirked and shoved him a little. "I am not."

i laughed evily

I smiled at him and crossed my arms, arching an eyebrow at him.

"dont look at me like that"

"Like what." I asked and tried not to smile more.

i poked her face "like that!"

I laughed and swiped his hand away.

i smiled and kissed her cheek

I smiled and reached back up kissing his lips.

i smiled into her lips