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 | | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 1:33 | |
| Jemma: I looked down at him, tears still sliding down my cheeks. With a sniffle I wiped them away and looked at him again. “No Alex. I don’t hate you. You’ve hurt me, but I don’t hate you. They both did unforgivable things to me. They both broke my heart…” I let out a shaky breath. “You were like a breath of fresh air after Michael. I had been numb. No one needed me so I didn’t do anything. Then you came along and you lit everything up. You were charming, and sweet, and you made letting go of Michael a little easier. I wanted to be with you, I did. But I was scared without even realizing it. I didn’t want to get hurt again like before, so I pushed you away and focused on the one thing I knew I wouldn’t lose. I was wrong on all accounts, and that is all on me.” I swallowed and dropped my gaze. “I should have trusted Kai, and given him more space. I should have paid attention to you and worked on overcoming my reservations. But I didn’t do that and I ended up losing everyone.” | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 1:41 | |
| "You fluxuate from being one of the strongest, smartest people I know...to being one of the dumbest...do you really think you have lost Kai? Just because he found someone? Really? The kid is smarter than that. You raised him smarter than that. I don't think there is anything in this world that would keep him from coming back to you. But this is his first love. His first chance at being able to stand on his own." I shook my head and sat up a bit. I wasn't sure how to take everything else she said so I focused on the one thing I knew I could. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 1:44 | |
| Jemma: I sighed. “I know that, but that didn’t keep me from being alone for two month, and there’s no telling where he is now, or if he is okay… If he’s with Kat.” I frowned in worry, my heart yearning just to hug him in my arms. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 1:50 | |
| "Every bird must leave the nest sometime Jemma." I said softly as I sat up and shifted so I was right beside her. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 2:06 | |
| Jemma: “Yeah.” I said quietly. I sat there for a few moments in silence. “I’m only going to try one more time. I’m not going to chase after anyone. And if it doesn’t work then it’s going to be it.” I said carefully. “But I would really like that last chance to be with us…” | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 2:08 | |
| I looked at her in surprise. "Us? I thought you...but...I mean yeah. I would like that...um...." I wasn't sure what to say to that. I was just....shocked? Surprised? Grateful? | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 2:12 | |
| Jemma: I watched him carefully. “Do you really think we can move past what’s happened?” I asked quietly. “With Ira?” My voice was softer, and painful, and guilty. Tears threatened to spill over again. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 2:18 | |
| I looked down at that. "I was falling in love with her...she tried so hard, did all she could to make me feel like I mattered. At first...I did what she wanted only because it made her happy. But then...then it started to become real. I was convinced that you didn't want to be with me. That you shoved me away and only wanted to hurt me. But..." I let out a soft breath and moved my hand to curl my pinkie finger with hers, linking our hands together. "I already gave my heart to you...It's still yours I suppose...if you really want it." | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 13:23 | |
| Jemma:
I looked down at our hands and a couple tears fell down onto my shirt. "I'm sorry." I murmured. "For everything." For killing Ira, for treating him the way I did, I felt guilty for all of it. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 13:31 | |
| "It's alright...the past is the past....now you and I will only look towards the future." I said softly, my other hand moving to brush her tears off her cheek. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 13:51 | |
| Jemma:
I sniffled and sighed. "Thank you for being here." I said softly and leaned into him to rest my head on his shoulder. "I'm a mess." | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 13:57 | |
| "Yes. You are." I said. I wasn't going to sugar coat it. She was a big mess. But so was I. Perhaps that is why we worked so well together. "But you are my mess now..." I murmured. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 14:03 | |
| Jemma:
I was quiet for a couple more minutes until I couldn't stand it anymore. "I'm starving." I admitted quietly. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 14:11 | |
| I chuckled softly, "What are you hungry for?" I asked softly before growing quiet. "There is something you should know Jemma...I am scared I am going to hurt you one day. I won't leave you, but I'm losing my grip on my powers..." | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 14:23 | |
| Jemma:
"We will figure something out." I said slowly, though I didn't know what we could do. I felt the same frantic helplessness I felt with Kat. "Maybe... If Adam gets his powers back, maybe he can help you." I said it dully, I didn't know what that might cost. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 14:28 | |
| "No. It is just you and me in this. We will figure something out, with no help from anyone else...but still what would you like to eat?" I asked to change the topic to something lighter. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 14:39 | |
| Jemma:
I sat up properly. "I don't know." I said with a little shrug. "Something light. I guess my stomach is still upset from last night." I didn't agree with him. If there was something that could be done to help him, then that's what had to be done. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 14:52 | |
| I considered for a moment before I got up to once again to go to the dresser. I pulled out of the drawers a light salad as well as some fizzy fruit drinks. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 16:01 | |
| Jemma: “Thank you.” I murmured looking down at the salad. I didn’t much care for salad, but I wasn’t going to tell him that. Not while he was being so sweet to me. I ate it without showing my dislike. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 16:30 | |
| "I'm sorry if its not...good. I wasn't sure what else to get...I don't even really know what you like." I knew so little about her it was scary sometimes. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 17:40 | |
| Jemma: “This is fine.” I lied with a little shrug. I ate all the salad with dressing and cheese on top then set it aside on the bedside table. I laid back on the bed. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 17:45 | |
| I finished my own salad before popping the bottle cap off of one of the drinks and taking a long slow sip of the fruity beverage. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 20:24 | |
| Jemma: I didn’t know what do now. I had ultimately gotten what I wanted. Alex was paying attention to me now, but I was still in a dark place, and I had no use of my wings or legs which was going to drive me crazy if it lasted much longer. | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 20:31 | |
| I flopped back down beside her, laying on my side to face her as I searched her face. "What are you thinking about?" | |
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| | Subject: Re: hm weird me....hell yes (open) Thu 5 Mar - 20:40 | |
| Jemma: “What if I don’t get use of my legs and wings back?” I said, looking up at the white celling. It would be justice really if I didn’t. Punishment for what I did to Ira. I took her life and she took one of the few things that made life worth living for me. | |
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